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maybe the only album i need to listen to, ever again.

piles of franch toast
the matrix on tv
being spoons
hard-core nap sessions
cadbury creme eggs & earl grey tea

i've been having the best days lately. having someone to be a slug with, the best ever.

watch this scene! it is the best part of the movie. scary scary

today i made easter cupcakes for my boyfrieeeeend.

i think they're pretty cute.

i have listened to uffie's "pop the glock" repeatedly, repeatedly, today. she is so awful, i am completely in love. i want to be a french electro prostitute, just like her.

Uffie's bangin x3
feadz is banging
Uffie's bangin
feadz Is bangin
Time to get low
Do the toostie roll
Uffie’s bangin
feadz is baning
Uffie’s bangin
feadz is baning
Me and he are crusalicious
Better watch out my clan gets vicious
That’s how we do
Do it hot
And if you understood would you..
Stop hatin
Playing Hard
I got a loaded body gaurd
Don't make a move
You glock then pop
Uffie's gonna make the shit rock
Like Dough
Dough I like
Boys call me when they feel freaky hot
I run the show
You got to slow
Pick up the pace with your cracked out face

today i made a chocolate espresso cheesecake for my housemate Ella's birthday! we haven't tried it yet, but in a bit we are going to eat it and watch the L Word.
also, i'm having the best week ever. school work is not as bad as i'd thought, i have stopped oversleeping, i've lost 5 pounds, and there is a boy!

should i get this watch:

or this watch:

for my birthday?

so the deal is, that yesterday my T.A. came to class, and we were talking about wilhelm boelsche that day, and he says "i don't know about you...but when i was reading this, i got really hungry!", so he brings out this bag of melba toast, and this jar of pickled herring. "i looked all over kingston for this! it's REALLLY hard to find!". and he makes himself a pickled herring on melba toast, and then passes the food to the rest of the class. what??
so we talk about boelsche, and obviously i don't eat any herring because i hate eating in front of people and ....ew. i'm obviously not going to eat herring in front of people i barely know.
but after that class, i get an immense craving for pickled herring. like soooo fucking badly. it's all i can think about for hours.
so after i'm done my classes that day , i go to my local grocrery store , and look for pickled herrings . i search around, but the closest thing i can find is...pickled eggs. so i buy this jar of pickled eggs. and i somehow managed to eat the entire jar by about 5 minutes ago.
i will never eat a pickled egg again. ew. i am such a british wench. i drink gin, and i eat pickled eggs.
what??

this christmas vacation so far is amazing, in the most reclusive nerdy way ever.
every day for the last week, i've woken up at 1, eaten a ton of festive food, spent a few hours reading paradise lost, spent a few hours working on my study-abroad application, and then i sit around watching crime shows and reading my old comic books. i have made absolutely no attempt to be social, and it's unbelievably satisfying. i also haven't changed my clothes in nearly a week.
what's more, the rest of the break will be possibly even more fantastic. the next four days i'm dedicated to solidly drinking spiked eggnog and stiff gin beverages with my extended family, and also girlfriends. then after christmas, i'm going to montreal for a few days. for new years, i'm staying in toronto. then i intend to decompress at home, and play with all the new things i got for christmas. so a bunch of books, i guess.
i am simply filllllled with the christmas spirit!

yesterday i created a "blogger" account. I think i'll just be putting identical posts into this livejournal and the new thing, sooo it's not a big deal.
but anyway, do any of you have a blogger account? if so, what is yr address, do you like the whole system, do you have any advice etc. etc etc?

my address: http://elizabethkurz.blogspot.com/

k so i feel like these are all over the place right now, and i kind of have the craving to make one as well. ewww i'm such a gross nerd right now...but in all truth, there were some really really good albums out this year....so here's my favorite top 10 list.

pj harvey - white chalk
radiohead - in rainbows
chromatics - night drive
burial - untrue
m.i.a. - kala
various - after dark
nine inch nails - year zero
justice - cross
a place to bury strangers - self titled
daft punk - alive 2007

i feel so dirty for doing this. oh well..

ew rachel ray is so gross. i found this picture and totally lullllled.

HOLY FUCK I HATE EXAM PERIOD SO MUCH. i barely have anything to study. for the last week i've woken at any time between 8 am and 3 pm, then i usually spend a couple hours eating breakfast and watching the food network, then i study for about 5 hours, and then i make dinner and watch the food network again.
however, last night i went to go see broken social scene, which was alright.
tonight, i ended up drinking a pot of coffee and lurking around pro-anorexia sites. WHY?? I have absolutely no clue! i am neither anorexic, nor making any sort of attempt to lose weight. for the record, my BMI is hovering around 20. i guess that's...normal?
but is it normal to check the Weather Network 20 times a day??? i actually get a sort of evil vindictive glee whenever the forcast is false. and i add my own predictions. right now, it's saying something like 5 degrees for the weekend. HAH! what a load of garbage. it's going to be cold! i can feel it in my bones.
i have also run out of space on my ipod. on the one hand, i feel like this gives me some sort of "cred", on the other...it sucks. i have to delete things.
also, season 11 of south park has proven to be quite the disappointment.

WHO ELSE HATES EXAM PERIOD???????????

i have wayyyyyy too much time on my hands. i actually watched 3 episodes of FRIENDS in a row earlier.

FRUSTRATED. RRRRR.

i have been ttrying to go to sleep for 3 hours, but i can't. i hate when this happens, whenever i'm up late, i get morose for no reason at all. i have everything to be happy about, but since it is almost three in the morning, i feel foul. and i keep on expecting this stomach cramp to go away, so i'm refraining from taking medicine, but i've had it for hours now. grr.
ever since i got rid of facebook about a month ago, i've been replacing it with celebrity gossip blogs, the weather network, and checking livejournal (for no reason) constantly.
this week i lost 2 pounds. last winter i got kind of fat, i hope it doesn't happen again. i can't look at pictures of myself. i also can't read my writing.
sometimes fantasize about staying up all night and watching the sun come up, for no real reason. i fantasize about having to stay up all night writing an essay. or i get excited at the thought that one day, i will actually only have enough money to survive on ramen noodles.
one day i ate mr. noodles for breakfast. i felt vile for the next 12 hours.
at the gym this week i rowed too hard. now my forearms are killing me.
i don't care about having a boyfriend. i just want someone around.
every once in a while i remember a dream.
a while ago i dreamt that i was lying under some steps on campus, i was drunk or something. and all these people left the math building, one of them a boy i cared about last year. he didn't notice me so i said his name. there was some sort of exodus. then for some reason we were lying together on this very high platform on a pole with all these hundreds of people below us. i was trying to carry on a conversation with him, but i was drunk and making no sense so he started talking to this other girl instead. i think i'm prettier than she is.
i might be getting tireder....more tired? my spelling and grammar are getting worse all the time. it's probably because i rely on my word processor so much. i don't think i'd be able to write a paper without my thesaurus. eventually i am going to run out of a word for "us": humanity, civilization, humankind, the world, society, people, individuals.... the intellectual realm is such bullshit. everyone just pretends to have something to say, but they're just really putting their thesaurus into order.
overanalyzing...at least i only do it at this time of night.
i've been doing much better this year. my grades have improved, i'm more social, i'm eating well, exercising, i kick leaves on my walk home and listen to dance music, my heart is not "broken". i have terrible split ends but i don't know what to do about that...